Fingers
Raspy cough,
white bathrobe,
fingers
reaching for your ivory
coffee mug,
red lipstick
on the rim,
fingers,
slender and strong
like vice grips,
nails stripped of polish,
fingers,
so many years before
pressing a cold washcloth
against my fevered forehead.
fingers,
stretching for chocolate,
sneaking smokes.
fingers,
clasping crochet needles,
like conductors’ batons,
stitching in smooth rhythm.
fingers,
bouncing basketballs,
gracefully releasing
black bowling balls,
fingers,
long and loving,
sliding down columns,
checking my math.
fingers,
wiping my tears
when the numbers were wrong.
fingers,
stiffened from stroke,
still pointing
from the passenger seat.
fingers,
cold
against my palm.
fingers
on our last morning.
Len Shindel began working at Bethlehem Steel’s Sparrows Point Plant in 1973, where he was a union activist and elected representative in local unions of the United Steelworkers, frequently publishing newsletters about issues confronting his co-workers. His nonfiction and poetry have been published in the “Other Voices” section of the Baltimore Evening Sun, The Pearl, The Mill Hunk Herald, Pig Iron, Labor Notes and other publications. After leaving Sparrows Point in 2002, Shindel, a father of three and grandfather of seven, began working as a communication specialist for an international union based in Washington, D.C. The International Labor Communications Association frequently rewarded his writing. He retired in 2016. Today he enjoys writing, cross-country skiing, kayaking, hiking, fly-fishing, and fighting for a more peaceful, sustainable and safe world for his grandchildren and their generation. Shindel is currently working on a book about the Garrett County Roads Workers Strike of 1970 www.garrettroadstrike.com.